Hello lovelies

Well,

two posts within a week that's a start. i haven't been eating great. lots of fast food and junk food. i'm literally drowning in my pile of homework. it's crazy. Music is helping me alot lately. i've gotten into Jessie J and Hot Chelle Rae. and french music, like Ben L'oncle Soul and Coeur de Pirate. I really want Domino by Jessie J to be my theme song. it's my confidence song. it makes me feel like a skinny girl even if i'm not.

Do you guys have any favorite bands that i should look into?? i'm yearning for new music.

well, honestly, i don't have that much to say, i just wanted to check in.

Love,
Elle

P.S.- i need some input, should i change my kind of exit slogan because this is a new blog or i dunno, do you guys even care?
Love,
Elle

Responces:

Bella: hiya, i'm sorry you missed me, and yeah everything is pretty much ok, i'm still having a lot of problems with self-confidence and just feeling alright so yeah, but i'm kind of working on it. awws thankies, you stay strong too. i've missed this support system, it's nice to have it back.

americaneaglelove: OF CORSE I REMEMBER YOU SILLY!! well most of my workout is walking on a slight incline and a lot of slight muscle toning. i do Guard in band so i spend 2 hours roughly per weekday practicing and then there are football games and competitions so yeah something like that. i find it makes me feel better about eating in general if i'm working out a bit also. Love you babe.

Hi

hey loves,

i have been absent for quite a while haven't i. It seemed as if i couldn't remember why i was doing this. i couldn't remember the point of it all. and then i started senior year of high school. and i was exactly the same as i was before. i was 260. and now i'm 250. and i'm here again.

i've missed sharing my life with you guys, sharing my struggles and angers and fears and wins and happiness. I've missed you guys. i'm currently working out 6 days a week, approx. 2 hours per workout. i've got a lot of new muscle. i'm a size 22 now, not 24. and i feel thinner. i still don't like to eat food without knowing the calories and i halfhartedly calorie count everyday.

i just wanted to come back and say hi and hopefully i'll be able to keep my head in this for enough time as to loose all the weight i want to loose.

I LOVE YOU and I THOUGHT OF YOU,
Elle